Reel of Feelings ( A- Anger) #AtoZ Challenge
I knew I was one , it was just 6 weeks and there was a long journey ahead of me . Have I done right in listening to that voice who enticed me into this..yes into this . I heard someone calling "Latha ...Latha..is everything fine" and then it was a roller coaster ride, an experience of a free fall, some back and forth, a flattening , a vacuum , a rush and then stillness. And then the voice again, "So how is it?", I said I want to come back , this is getting a lot stickier than you told me and that was absolutely not the deal we had. It laughed and spoke with its usual calmness "It has just begun my dear , the deal is for a lifetime , she is a lovely human , with her your journey will become more beautiful and in the next few minutes you will know how she feels for you". That word again "feeling " I thought, I am happy feeling happy was what I was saying when there were not one but 3 voices. All was broken, "Are you sure", "I can't believe this after 7 years ...,"You need to take utmost care now and Sir , it's your responsibility "and then the familiar voice "See you dear, now meet you again when you rest in peace" and I was left there.
Time passed and the voice was right, every time she kept her hand on me and hummed that little tune, I was happy . So many more voices wishing I was safe but why was all saying that I would be handsome and smart. Now it was enough , I was all set to show my charming face and I heard "Will all be ok ", just get me our son and then nothing will go wrong, Why did she stop pushing , Did I hear it right "It's been 7 years and you are still saying this to me " "I thought you were in pain and that's why we are here , we go back with our son else you know what happens when we get ANGRY". I no more felt wanted , she was praying for me to be one I was not and all I could feel is Anger...